//~~~~ddii~~~“`ddidzzzz“`//

~~~ididxxziziixxz""zzizi"iiziz~~–

are u gone to the space?

where are you…

how’s the finding?

do you see any strange creatures?

how’s your spaceship?

is it working well?

"~~~"…."~~~"____"…."~~~"

do you know i’m here,

in this planet…

there’s no one with me

every wall, everything was like a mirror

i can only see my own reflections

i feel dizzy i feel sad i feel lonely

i dont see u

i look up the sky but

i couldnt find any trace of you

"~~~"…."~~~"____"…."~~~"

where are you my love

lonely planet calling…

//~~~~ddii~~~“`ddidzzzz“`//

~~~ididxxziziixxz""zzizi"iiziz~~–

p.s. when are you coming back?

i’m by myself all the time

from the day i was born

to now the who i am

and will be the same

to the days that i’m dying

and to the day i disappear from this world.

a song for you

I’ve been so many places in my life and time

I’ve sung a lot of songs I’ve made some bad rhyme

I’ve acted out my love in stages

With ten thousand people watching

But we’re alone now and I’m singing this song for you

I know your image of me is what I hope to be

I’ve treated you unkindly but darlin’ can’t you see

There’s no one more important to me

Darlin’ can’t you please see through me

Cause we’re alone now and I’m singing this song for you

(*) you tought me precious secrets of the truth withholding nothing

You came out in front and I was hiding

But now I’m so much better and if my words don’t come together

Listen to the melody cause my love is in there hiding

(**) I love you in a place where there’s no space or time

I love you for in my life you are a friend of mine

And when my life is over remember when we were together

We were alone and I was singing this song for you

Repeat (*)

Repeat (**)

We were alone and I was singing this song for you

this is manic depression

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/health/healthmain.html?in_article_id=362544&in_page_id=1774

Heartache of late motherhood

by FIONA MACRAE, Daily Mail 07:41am 16th September 2005

Women who put off having children until their 30s are ‘defying Nature’ and risking the heartbreak of infertility, doctors warn today.

The obstetricians and fertility experts say those who decide to delay motherhood may be ‘lulled into infertility’ by thinking they can turn to IVF treatment - which has high failure rates.

Their warning in a British Medical Journal article is a powerful critique of the way increasing numbers of women wait until early middle age before having their first baby.

Women ‘want it all’

One of the authors, consultant obstetrician Dr Susan Bewley said: "Women want to ‘have it all’, but biology is unchanged. Deferring defies Nature and risks heartbreak. If women want room to manoeuvre, they are unwise to wait till their 30s."

Latest available figures, for 2003, show 49 per cent of births were to mothers aged 30-plus. Twenty years ago, the proportion was just 27 per cent.

The BMJ article - entitled Which Career First? - was written by Dr Bewley, of St Thomas’ Hospital, Dr Melanie Davies, of University College Hospital, and Professor Peter Braude, of King’s College, London.

They describe the ‘epidemic’ of pregnancy in middle age as a threat to public health. The doctors say fertility problems increase with age and older mothers also suffer more problems during pregnancy.

They are more at risk of stillbirth, ectopic pregnancy and potentially fatal preeclampsia. The fact of their age makes them more prone to arthritis, depression, cancer and heart attacks as they bring up their children.

Postponing motherhood also affects partners - men’s sperm counts deteriorate gradually each year and children of older men have an increased risk of schizophrenia. The doctors say the optimum age for giving birth starts at 20 and ends at 35.

some thoughts…

it’s hard to tell where a relationship can lead to, in the future.

but being selfish probably can’t contribute anything to it.

consensus must go through a process of talking, discussing, arguing, compromising and lastly, planning.

being silent, evasive can do nothing but harm.

true love waits but

love can fade, or gain

it all depends on HOW we face it

I’d like to highly recommend all of you Thai food lovers to this newly opened Thai restaurant in Jordan. I love the decoration and seating so much. It’s spaceous, quiet and stylish. And the food is nice yet not expensive. Try the big shrimps—-yummy yummy! If there’s food called shrimp-steak, I’d probably call these shrimps this name! Cos they’re just so big and mouth-watering—you must eat them with a fork and a knife! Worth a try! Go go go!

Location of Sawadee Thai: 8/F Chuang’s London Plaza 219 Nathan Road Kowloon

p.s. It’s 1st restaurant is in Yuen Long: http://yl.hk/thai/index.htm which gives an outdoor style, quite different from the Jordan one.

what’s wrong with my head-

there’re always strikes inside-

headaches HEADACHES HEADACHES

what controls my thinking

why bad feelings violate me always

why melacholy stirrs me up together with

with my leg-

why it hurts suddenly-

i’ve to limp and limp…..

bad luck

bad days!!!

Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

This one is touching…

www.jamesblunt.com

some melancholic melodies can be found there…

they’re my recent favourites.

"Got to ask yourself a question,

Where are you now?" (fr. Wisemen)

"I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don’t know what to do.

‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

… But it’s time to face the truth,

I will never be with you." (fr. You’re Beautiful)

moody. i’ve no idea of why.

i went out with my honey this afternoon …

and suddenly everything seemed fading.

everything colourful became dim in my eyes.

i became silent. no words.

didn’t want to open my mouth.

didn’t want to look up.

not interested.

i felt like wasting my time too much.

i was blaming myself.

i’ve lost my focus. lost. get lost.

i want to fly to other places.

what am i doing here.

i should have treasured myself better, or should others?

i feel pressure about time.

am i wasting my time

it seems i have a plenty of time but

my heart is in a hurry.

hurrying about what? i dont know…

how ridiculous.

what’s in front of me? i don’t know…

i just… feel so fed up about the present status.

i want something new.

to restart the holiday or

to restart my life?

how to ignite my life, and who?

i’ve no mood.

i’m low. i’m down.

here are the lyrics which make me laugh a lot... 

so seriously yet humourously written... 

ALL CHINESE MUST READ!!!

Yo, this song goes out to all you sexy girls who push the dim sum carts all
over the world...you know who you are, babies...you work so hard and we love
you so much....check it out yo

http://www.notoriousmsg.com/

It’s been so long since I’ve seen you smile
looking so good coming down that aisle
with that sexy dress and a little dim sum
makes me crazy when I order chow fun

people - they’re telling me
that i shouldn’t bother with a lady
like you - you rock my world
yes you - my dim sum girl

watching...waiting...waiting for you baby
to tell me that I’m the guy for you and that you wanna be my lady
one day yes you will see - that I will always be
the one who will make fried rice for you for all eternity

Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought i’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good

Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure

My dim sum girl

Why you gotta tease me, baby...
you’re driving me crazy
don’t you see...
don’t play me like that, baby - please
just give me one chance

In the morning - at noon, at night
I think about you and it feels so right
so happy - when you look my way
when i talk to you you make my day
I see the tears in your eyes
please my baby don’t you cry
tomorrow is a whole new day
let’s me and you sing karaoke

Together...forever...that’s the way it’s got to be
please make my  dream come true so I can live my fantasy
oh say that you’ll be mine - you know it’s a matter of time
come eat my rice with your chopsticks and leave the spoon behind

Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought I’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good

Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure

My dim sum girl

I don’t wanna live without you dim sum girl
take me away to your dim sum world
I want to hold you
I want to squeeze you
please say you will be mine - all mine

Hey baby you wear that dress for me?
you look great...what time you get off work, huh?
you must be so tired....let’s say you and me go get some boba tea -
relaxing....
what’s wrong, baby?
what’s wrong?
did I say something?
don’t leave me this way baby, no - don’t go....
you are the only one for me...please don’t break my heart like this!
no more fooling around....
I’m not a player anymore!
come back to me, baby....
come back to me.....

i enjoy being alone

i can choose whatever i like to do

choose wherever i like to go

stay no matter how long i like

walk on the pace i prefer

no need to wait for long, esp for sushi

hang in music store, try on every single album i’m interested in

these were actually, exactly what i did today…

with my favourite book, my favourite music

great. everything was.

a simple day, but wonderful enough.

enough space

plentiful, abundant for me to think and rethink and not think …

freedom, isnt it?

no matter what

i enjoyed it a lot

one builds his dreams with courage and perseverence

another forms his family with love and hopes

looking at furniture makes me think of home and hopes

thinking of the home at present

looking forward to a home in the future

what will it be like?

what will my future be like?

Skirt of knee length
In the 1920s, industralization, the right to vote and wars made women became more independent.
They began to go out to pubs, and smoke in public areas. Their dresses and skirts were rolled up to knee’s length.
‘Revolution’, one might call.
So how can clothes / dresses represent your character?
I rarely have dresses/ skirts down to ankles but usually up to the knees only (and not too short!!!)—symbolizing a revolution to myself??!! Perhaps. Not bounded by traditions, hope / look for changes. What’s your length then.