memory
i want to keep my every single thought in written recounts
but things have been so complicated
the more i recall,
seems… the more i will fall
these are all very treasurable memories
they’re all in my deepest thoughts
thinking about the past.. .the present
how could one believe time and place can cause such a tremendous influence on our feelings
time flies.
we flow. we choke. we sulk. we grow..
what’s next.
everything will flow.
are you sticking to your past
or are you staying with the present
or. are you rushing to the future.
which path are you taking
which route are you riding on
where am i heading for
the paradise of ed, self-love, self-pity, self-ishness.
or the interwoven ever-changing reality of relationships
is love a sacrifice to self-love
or is it an escape to the real self
is it the ending of adventures
or is it the beginning of peace
will there be eternal happiness
will there be forever statisfaction
will there be singleton individualism
will there be couple multiplication
will there be unity
or will there be …what-who-wherever.
………………………………..
try to remember
the kind of september
when time was slow
and so… mellow.
