a blank page
2007 is a total blank page to me
more than blank, dark page i’d say
the first half went from sweet to bitter
whilst the second is going from 0 to 0
nothing really gained.
or say, such gaining experiences a lot of sacrifices.
worth or not, i am very unsure.
i just know, i’m very exhausted.
body and mind; spirit and soul
all suffer
i don’t know how long i can last
i don’t know what lies ahead
i’ve become so suspicious and superstitious
i’ve lost my ground.
i’ve lost my confidence.
i’ve lost my direction.
i’ve lost myself so much.
i’m on a blank page of my life.
