a mess
I’m in a mess. I got back, read email from friends and burst into tears.
There’re always some friends who act like angels to me. I thank them for guarding me and loving me so much. I thought I was so much better after sharing with one of my them but once I got back, read email from friends, I burst into tears.
Creep
……
I don’t care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I’m not around
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here,
ohhhh, ohhhh She’s running out
She’s running out
She run run run run… run…
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I’m a creep,
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here…
I’m in a mess.
